What Was 2015 for Khatt

December 26, 2015 @SM City Davao

A Fictional Interview

Jerry, my annoying friend caught me gazing upon the wonders of Chocolate Hills in Bohol. I was into deep thinking that I didn't notice him from behind. I was even startled to hear him speaking without a clue.

"You seemed to be so happy and you looked different from the previous years. Would you mind telling us what was 2015 for you?"

"Hoy, ano na naman to?" (Hey, what's this again?) 

"Just answer."

He seemed to be so determined that it was hard for me to divert his attention.

"It's not even 2016 yet."

"In few hours it will be."

"Are you serious about this? Better go in and amuse yourself."

I was trying to drive him away but he was immovable.

"I will stop bothering you once I get answers."

I looked at him and began laughing so hard 'til it became awkward.

"Are you really gonna give me that kind of look?" I became conscious. His face was very serious.

"What's this about, Jerry?"

He began pulling out...a tape recorder?

I gave him an astonish look.

"I am featuring something for my blog and after weeks of thinking what will it be, I finally came up with something different. I'll be featuring you." He smiled like an innocent child.

"No way!" Then I began walking away.

He kept on tailing me wherever I go that it became so annoying that I finally gave in.

"Alright!!!!" I shouted so loud that he hushed me into silence. 

"Okay, here's a drink. I know it's kinda weird, funny, awkward, or whatever it is. But I will really thank you for doing this. This is important for me. You see, blogging is my life. It may sound crazy for you but bare with me this time."

To make the long story short, here is the result of the interview:

What was 2015 for Khatt?

Ano nga ba? (What was it?) A lot did happened that year. It was an all-in-one package. From love-life, ministry, obedience to God, giving-up, growing up into maturity, growing up emotionally and spiritually, character chastening...the list goes on. Ang dami para e-mention. (They're too many to mention)

Love life. What happened?

I had this love-relationship (though it started a year before) that eventually ended too soon. I thought he was the one.

Lessons learned from the relationship?

Never rush into having one. Get wisdom. Adhering to emotions will get you wrong. Pray and wait for answers even if it would take you so long. Know the person. Don't assume. Better be careful than sorry. :)

Is there any positive thing it brought you?

Of course, there is. I was able to shift from my idealistic thinking into a realistic one. I was too idealistic before. I can now relate to people who has gone through relationships and break-ups. I was able to learn and grow as a person.

Spiritual Growth, Ministry. Can you tell us how it has been?

Hmmm...okay. I was able to handle a Victory Group (cell group) that year and it made a difference in my life. I was a reluctant leader. I can just be a member and expect me to attend, to support all the way. It was easy and convenient for me. I can just be there, listen, learn all I can and enjoy. But I guess the Lord has different plans. I was able to step out from my comfort zone and began sharing my life openly. I struggled at first and couldn't figure out what to do. I began to really rely onto God---what He wants me to do, to say. How He wants me to lead, to listen, to obey, to adhere. Many times I would pause and say, "God, what am I gonna do?" Especially those times when I'm not okay emotionally. I sought God and He never failed me. You cannot lead people effectively without being led by God first.

I learned that obedience is the key to spiritual growth. You read the Scripture and do what it says even if it's very uncomfortable. You submit to His Lordship in all aspects. Whatever hinders you from growing, He prunes. The more you disobey, the more it hurts.

I enjoyed my journey with God that year.

What's your secret of being happy?

I let go of the past and focus on Jesus. I came to a point of being overwhelmed with what's happening around me. Delayed salary, had my heart broken, unsatisfied with my job, having no one to turn to, feeling alone, etc. I felt like everything's messed up with my life that I asked God what to do and told me to focus on Him. It was a very timely answer. Every day, I remind my self that I live for Him. I will never get lost again if my eyes are fixed on Him.

:)   :)   :)

Jerry ended questioning me with a wide smile like that of a yahoo messenger. Thank God he's not gonna bother me anymore. :)

THANK YOU, LORD FOR 2015!